Friday, November 23, 2007

too much too do and not enough time

so i now have this new obsession with stacey london.
you may know her from what not to wear.
i freaking love that show!
well her new show fashionably late premiers tonight!
wooo.
i've decided once i loose about 60 lbs. (i could probably loose 70...)
i will go out and buy myself all new really really cute cloths.
stacey approved.
sweeeet.
so by this time next life time, i should be skinny & cute.
yeah, k...lets see that actually happen.

no test results back yet.
supossivly they'll call monday...tuesday?! who knows...
i dont know, whatever the results the bottom line is i still have to loose weight.
a ton of it.

it hit me as i rode the escalator today in the mall.
i looked my left and thought "HOLY MOLY my stomachs the size of jupiter."
im done with being overweight, sick & just fat.
its not that being heavy makes me unhappy,
i actually think it makes me a lot more down to earth,
but im unhealthy!
type 2 diabetes at age 15?!?!?
type 2 is for overweight 40 year olds!
im not even kidding.

my dads looking into a nutritionist.
kinda to whip my butt in shape.
we'll see how that goes...

fat, alone & happy.

the third just doesnt fit all the time....

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