being sick is never fun, especially when you happen to get sick atleast once a month all the time. a lot of my friends seem to think i should 'suck it up' and they expect me to be normal when i'm sick. thats a pretty cruddy thing to ask of someone. especially when you've never been sick like i have. today again i feel asleep when i got home, i just woke up. i was so tired and broken down. i have to force myself to stay awake for the next couple hours so i can go to sleep at 9, otherwise i wont be able to go to sleep tonight and then be really really tired tomorrow. just so you know, mono is NOT something that you can just suck up. i went for month without knowing i had mono and it was so terrible. finally the 3 round of blood tests came back to show i had mono. i missed 2-3 days of school every week for that month and then finally on monday i went to the nurse's crying because i felt that sick, then after staying home for a week & many doctor visits, medicine & more blood tests, i finally know what is wrong with me now. on top of mono i had an ear infection & throat infection. i didnt skip school just because i needed a day, i was truly sick...and i always am! so if you want to be that naive and think that im faking it, you're dead wrong. thanks for being a good friend.
people change and promises are broken...
that phrase is the most realitable thing in my life right now. you're 'best friends' change, your peers change, YOU change, we all change. and promises are most defiantly broken, intended or not.
maybe i should remember though;
clouds can move and skies will be wide open...
dont forget to take a breath.
amen to that.
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dont worry about what other people say love, you need to take time to help yourself feel better, and that is all that matters. the people who are helping you through this, and doing everything they can to help you feel better are the ones you need to hold on to.
the song makes me cry, and it's so true.
there isn't a day that goes by that i don't analyze the lyrics.
miss you love.
emily (:
thank you...i needed that.
i agree (i fixed the lyrics cause i put cant instead of can...hahaha i type too fast)
but yeah, it makes me cry too.
i missssss you too!<33333333
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