this is the last straw!

im sick of...
missing them
not seeing some of my best friends
crying over not getting tickets
having 1000+ people instead of 100 people to share them with at shows
tickets being IMPOSSIBLE to get
tickets being about 200 freaking dollars per seat, if not more
them not playing near me
heartache over something that once make me so happy
not feeling good enough
being sick
people in school actually liking them
teenies & their parents
crying over drama that the fans bring
some of the 'fans'
girls being catty
feeling used
fighting

no one can take away my love for those boys and my support,
no one can take away what we've done
no one can take away my years of happiness they brought to me
no one can take away my feelings towards anything
even if i never see them again in my life,
i have made the best friends of my life because of them,
i have made some of the best memories of my life because of them,
and for that, i will never forget them.

love is patient love is kind,
it isn't jealous, conceded or proud